Saturday, June 20, 2009

to Kepochi n others who wan to noe..

kepochi...
i din hate u at all.. y should i?
u did nothing wrong..
i noe u just trying to help..
i din blame u at all..
is all my faults...
i just dun understand wats he thinking abt..
i duno what he wan...
he wan my time?
if i got i really can give him..
but do i have any?
i oso duno what to do..
cuz of tis thing i have been sad for many days...
since my health report came out.. 11 of june..
v never talk jor..
i noe if i tell him more abt my health he will be more sad..
cuz of my health problem, i ad cry for a few nights..
y should i tell him tis bad news some more..
but after my second report came out is not tat worse..
abnormal haemoglobin is not detected...
i feel lucky.. however i need to eat medicine everyday..
i have to check my body again three months later..
tats during my trial SPM..
i oso having headache almost everytime when i tired..
then skul started..
at first is still ok..
teachers busy returning the exam papers back to me..
n i oso busy doing my skul project, oral presentation n tuitions stuff as usual..
i don mean to neglect anybody..
neglect someone very fun to play wit??
after u all trying to ask me..
WHAT HAPPEN TO U N UR SAI LOU?
Y BOTH OF U NOT TALKING TO EACH OTHER?
Y U DIN CHOI HIM?
HE SO LONELY LE..
DID U SAY ANYTHING WRONG OR BAD?
TALK TO HIM LAR..
WHY WHY WHY?
i duno how to answer them...
yesterday after im finished my tuition from PTM..
almost 7pm.. i straight away went to bath n had my dinner quickly..
after tat i ate my medicine.. i had very serious headache..
my mum told me to chg tuition to other day lar..
i refuse.. 8pm i got another tuition class til 10.20pm..
when i back home n on9..
they asked me again what happen to me n sai lou?
i feel like my blood wanna explode ad.. but i got blood meh?
i think n think.. my brain started to pain again..
i hate having ANAEMIA..
anyway... i just wanna say sorry..
sorry to sai lou.. i noe im a bad jie..i really wanna say sorry nia
sorry to tracy.. i noe u just wanna help.. tq so much
sorry to daniel.. im just duno how to be a good jie.. tq for ur concern
i dun mean to hurt anybody...

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