now i wan start the story...
my class.. with 36 students..
5A.. the best class in the school BDP..
it was starting from 29 of june 09, eng lesson.. morning
here come the main actress, puan Z entered our class...
guess wat she said to us(5 Amanah)??
'pengarah pendidikan will come to our school soon to see students' work n teachers' teachin..
therefore.. we need to finish up to 12 ESSAY before she enter our class n check up our work..
nevermind.. dont worry.. i will help you all.... from january v should do 2 essay for each month..
now was june.. so v have to rush up... 12 essay..i will make sure all of you finish it...'
(just lebih kurang like tat lar)
she copy a question on the board.. as usual, V just COPY n COPY..
after tat, she just sit on the chair n said nothing.. do her own stuff..
kam yin asked her to teach us do tat essay that she given..
she answered ' you should know how to do '
in my heart, i felt so disappointed toward my ENGLISH TEACHER
u know y?
wats a teacher's job? teach student right??
i felt so embarrased.. how could a teacher said tat to a student??
she duno how to teach??
she lazy??
she refuse to teach??
tat essay too hard for her??
is she a english teacher??
if v all know how to do.. then puan Z no need to come school n teach us ANYMORE!
better stay at home n sleep.. come skul for wat?? giving us essay homework oni...
me n kam yin felt so angry... because
1. suddenly call us to do so many essays... v all other subjecs to study oso..
2. irresponsible teacher.. she wont call us do those essays unless PENGARAH PENDIDIKAN come to our skul
3. she dun even teach us do any proper essay before tat..
4. guess how many essay tat i have in my eng essay book??
5. she dun even return my essay tat i passed up to her! she lost it? she forget? or she duno how to mark?
6. so unfair to us.. from feb until now.. she taught us NOTHING.. i really din get anything from her.. i SWEAR
7. beginning of the year..class C refuse to accept puan Z,so they got our teacher, zarina..n v got puan Z..FINE!!!
8. why im so angry because i feel like i wasting my time on her lesson..
both of us decided to meet principal n tell her the problem..
V TOLD PRINCIPAL TAT V R PERSONALY MEET HER..
NOT RELATED WITH ANY STUDENTS IN 5A..
NON OF THEM..
she just said she will enter class n see how puan Z teach us
HOWEVER.. she said tat she wont chg the time table...
means she wont chg other eng teacher for us...
but she will try to talk to puan Z...
ok.. lets see...
next day...
news from tracy.. she said tat she saw puan Z was CRYING..
i felt like .. huh??????
why she cried? bcause of our complaint?
tracy said us was too over...
v too over??? melampau??
ok.. tats fine wit me...
other classmate haven noe abt tis until me n kam yin said it out...
they all was shocked...
1week later..
mon..6 of july.. eng lesson time again..
guess wat she was teaching??
type of report..
finally she ask kam yin a question..
but she din answer..
same to me..
she ask me...
'u n kam yin din pass up my work tat i gave to u.. why?'
'i heard tat u n kam yin went to see principal n said something abt me' (i remain silent...)
'y u do come n see me first b4 u went to see principal?' ( i just listening )
'principal came to see me.. maniam oso'
'why u wan to do tat to me?'
'what u said to principal?'
'u said im not teaching good?'
'im teaching for 16 years..'
'principal said u all cant learn anything from me?'
im my heart.. tats for sure principal SAID KAM YIN N MY NAME to her..
me n kam yin finally replied..
v just voice out what v had told principal last week..
she got very angry... N SHE CRIED OUT
she said tat me n kamyin was JUDGING TEACHER..
said V COMPARED HER N PUAN ZARINA..
said V ALREADY HAVE A LIST OF TEACHER WHO'S GOING TO TEACH US'
said V ARE CHOOSING TEACHER
then i said..
'since when v r choosing teacher? since when v all got a list of teacher's name? WHERE THE PROVE?'
'IF DUN HAVE PROVE, Y R U SAYING TAT?'
'U GOT SEE THE LIST OF NAME BEFORE?'
'WHERE DID U LISTEN TAT FROM?'
'OTHER TEACHER??'
'until now.. my mid year exam results.. the lowest mark still eng'
'how i wan to improve my eng?'
'im going to take spm soon n u give me no hope'
'if i fail to get straight A1, can u responsible for tat?'
i stopped.. cuz she was crying terribly..
other classmate...
arif.... he scolded me...
he said tat no one gonna respossible for ur spm n urself will have to respossbile for it..
i scolded him back with a big smack on my table...
'if my eng cant get A, can u respossible? if no then shut up...'
in my heart... im saying all tis just for getting a better eng teacher for my class...
just for my better future..
do u know how much im hoping to go oversea??
u all wont UNDERSTAND my feeling...
my family... herh...
u think my family very rich r?
i think if i wanna study at local U i oso need to half work half study..
U ALL SURE NO NEED LAR... ALL PARENTS OSO GOT ABILITY TO SEND U ALL GO OVERSEA..
HOW ABT ME?? AFTER SPM, WHO ELSE WILL CARE ABT ME??
i need to depend myself to get scholarship...
how much i can do??
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MOST DISAPPOINTED THINGS..
my classmate... they all scolded me n kam yin for doing so much..
they scared their images will be bad..
they scared other teachers will thought all chinese students in 5A are the 'KURANG AJAR' wan
they oni scared their 'markah sahsiah' drop bcuz of our act...
i really speechless to they all...
for me.. in my heart...
THEY ALL ARE MUCH CLEVER THAN ME..
TATS Y THEY NO NEED BETTER TEACHER TO TEACH THEM...
SINCE THEY are SO CLEVER..
OF CUZ THEY CAN UNDERSTAND N CATCH WAT PUAN Z was TEACHING THEM...
SINCE THEY SO CLEVER..
DUN EVER CALL ME TO HELP THEM SOLVE PROBLEM..
IF U ALL WAN TO THINK LIKE TAT, IM SPEECHLESS...
SO I HOPE U ALL CAN AVOID ME AS FAR AS U ALL COULD..
I DUWAN HEAR U ALL SAID TAT I MAKE U ALL FEEL GUILTY..
I OSO DUWAN HEAR U ALL SAID I 'menyebabkan kamu semua pun bersalah akibat perbuatan kami'
if u all really tot tat v really bring a lot of problems to u all then fine lor...
ya.. v all really pembawa masalah..
GET AWAY FROM ME LAR!!!
Just report it to Pengarah Pendidikan ^^. I'll support you~ What's the stupid fact that she said that you need to consult her before complaining to the principal? By doing so, its the same theory as telling/consulting a murderer before reporting it to the police. Bravo thinking, teacher..
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