Next Generation of School Prefects

Last week koko, I makan with my Form 4 gang. Finish makan liao we went back to school..

Then....

On the way to foyer...


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Sigh.. Future of SMK BDP is in their hands.. LOL

Kepochi : A dude asked me write de..

I see dark grey clouds in the sky

A sign of my loneliness has arrived

My bag is filled with my belongings

That is how my journey begins

The sun can't be seen in the day

The cold can't be felt in the night

But you're always there with me

Even when you are out of sight

Fates brought us together

My dear thou,

We are far,

But your heart is always here, beside mine

The sea is pure blue

Where it's beauty lies

You eyes are pure brown

It is the beauty in thee

Barks of tree

Grows branches with leaves

Like my love for thee.

to Kepochi n others who wan to noe..

kepochi...

i din hate u at all.. y should i?

u did nothing wrong..

i noe u just trying to help..

i din blame u at all..

is all my faults...

i just dun understand wats he thinking abt..

i duno what he wan...

he wan my time?

if i got i really can give him..

but do i have any?

i oso duno what to do..

cuz of tis thing i have been sad for many days...

since my health report came out.. 11 of june..

v never talk jor..

i noe if i tell him more abt my health he will be more sad..

cuz of my health problem, i ad cry for a few nights..

y should i tell him tis bad news some more..

but after my second report came out is not tat worse..

abnormal haemoglobin is not detected...

i feel lucky.. however i need to eat medicine everyday..

i have to check my body again three months later..

tats during my trial SPM..

i oso having headache almost everytime when i tired..

then skul started..

at first is still ok..

teachers busy returning the exam papers back to me..

n i oso busy doing my skul project, oral presentation n tuitions stuff as usual..

i don mean to neglect anybody..

neglect someone very fun to play wit??

after u all trying to ask me..

WHAT HAPPEN TO U N UR SAI LOU?

Y BOTH OF U NOT TALKING TO EACH OTHER?

Y U DIN CHOI HIM?

HE SO LONELY LE..

DID U SAY ANYTHING WRONG OR BAD?

TALK TO HIM LAR..

WHY WHY WHY?

i duno how to answer them...

yesterday after im finished my tuition from PTM..

almost 7pm.. i straight away went to bath n had my dinner quickly..

after tat i ate my medicine.. i had very serious headache..

my mum told me to chg tuition to other day lar..

i refuse.. 8pm i got another tuition class til 10.20pm..

when i back home n on9..

they asked me again what happen to me n sai lou?

i feel like my blood wanna explode ad.. but i got blood meh?

i think n think.. my brain started to pain again..

i hate having ANAEMIA..

anyway... i just wanna say sorry..

sorry to sai lou.. i noe im a bad jie..i really wanna say sorry nia

sorry to tracy.. i noe u just wanna help.. tq so much

sorry to daniel.. im just duno how to be a good jie.. tq for ur concern

i dun mean to hurt anybody...

My Sins...

This week.. although i was absent from sch for 3 days..many things happened among my friends..It seems like everything is falling apart.The one who are very close, aren't close anymore. The one who smile alot, becomes moody.


This two frens of mine used to be so close till cal each other " Jie" or "Di ".Then just one word separates them..

Neglection

Now they are no longer talk or smile to each other...Even when they walked by one of them will pretend as if the other person is not there.

When i see this i felt so bad...

After few days, i felt worse... know why?

First they aren't talking to each other...Now, the " Jie Di " relationship is broken..No more Jie and Di... I tried to help them and they ended up this way..I'm so guilty...I knew i'm the caused of it.If i weren't that busybody they might still become Jie Di...

To the two of you who is reading this..I'm so sorry..Hate me all you wan.

why? n why?

why?

why holidays so short?

why?

why i just cant enjoy the time longer??

why?

why i must study so hard?? for?

why?

why i must go to SCHOOL?

why?

why i need to do homework? so i din do...:P

why?

why i need to take spm tis year? bcuz i form5?

why?

why i wan to meet my old frens oso so hard??

why?

why i spend most of the time on my study?

why?

why got project n presentations la???

why?

why i just cant be normal as other ppl?

why?

why the god must be so unfair to me?

why?

why i need to hold the responsible in my family?

why?

why i must give face to teacher while the teacher dont?

why?

why i must waste my time for listening those useless speech form those teachers?

why?

why those malay pig oni will look down on chinese??

why?

why just cant give the chinese chances?

why?

why students need to go for extra class or tuitions? School's teacher duno how to teach?

why?

why i need to cut my hair? i have to..

why?

why so many ppl giving hope on me?

why?

why they think i can while i think i cant?

why?

LONELY holidays

From Fiberprince Dai Kor
finally free for write blog...
but tis holidays feel damn boring........
sumore got 2 do tht addmaths project,
n so many many homewrok....
DENG!!!!!!
haiz,sumore y so many my fren hp kena curi de...
LONELY betul!!

Dai Jie and Dai Kor?? Where are u all?!!!

YoYoYo~

Attention to all Dai Jie n Dai Lou/Dai Kor...

Mana lu orang pergi orh...

Macam tinggal I saja kat sini..


Btw.. Kepo Dai Jie go work..so no time to on9 so often to spam the blog.. dun miss me k? LOLz

Loco Roco : Addicting Blob of Oil

*Screams*

You know, since i'm done with Final Fantasy : Crisis Core and while waiting for Final Fantasy : Dissidia....there's some other game that can make me go nuts for few more weeks..It's my favorite yellow Loco Roco : Kulche~

I cant help myself from taking shots when i found this...erm.. Turnip?

So difficult to make it stay still sia u know.. zzz


Boink! Kulche Jumps ^^

Kulche splits into smaller / mini Kulche(s) and hangs around the turnip for a song ^^



I duno why so many people saying it looked like an egg more than a turnip..=.= Danny boy..why must it be a dino egg?

y the form 5's life could be so hard???

tis year... the most suffer year in secondary school...
i thought it would be same like the years before...
NOT same at all...

FIRST... all the teachers treat * torture * us differently..
mayb cuz tis form will drop the skul spm percentage so the teacher boleh give up us lik tat???
tis fair to us meh??
y the teachers must compared the us with the seniors???
means v very bad izit??
if v all tak boleh harap n will jatuhkan the percentage...
y cant give us better teacher ??
at least our result wont be tat bad.. haizz.... i hate my ENGLISH....

SECOND... tuition BERTAMBAH ...........
of cuz the fee oso increase a lot..
tis year tuition 4 places.... haiz..
1 PTM, 1 PTI, 1 PTAC, 1 ACE ED-VENTURE..
haiz.. 1 word... tired... but if din tuitions more worse.... skul teacher x harap...
y those malay pigs ntg to do at home n must come skul simply teach???
tats y the students getting worse...

THIRD... all my jie..... seniors.... left me alone....
no 1 can guide me anymore... i must be independent...
zzz... miss they all so much ler... T.T ... in future v still can meet mar???
vanessa lim........... kah hui................ charles......................

FOURTH... the seniors.. all prepared to go oversea studies... miss them... T.T
sheng yong going to australia.....
kau hui going to america.....
charles already at singapore...

FIFTH... hate the skul teachers.. duno teach then balik rumah tidur lar...
haiz... i duwan tell the teacher name...

SiXTH... haizz.. tis year i saw many classmates cried in front of me... heart pain..
mayb they cant stand with pressure come from family n studies...
hope they wont cry anymore for sadness....
only cry for happiness...

SEVENTH... never thought tat i will haven new sai lou tis year...
wilson khaw beng keat....which i used to call sai lou....he is form 4
i duno whether i noe him at the right timing onot....

EIGHT... ekonomi n sains as my extra sub in SPM...
i not sure i can handle onot..
but i ad register.....
i cant give up at tis time.....T.T

i hope i still can withstand til spm finish...
if i cant, wat i will do?? *duno*

Unexpected Saturday~!

I was doing my boring PSK folio bout a NGO at Sarawak while skype-ing with Daniel and sms with Terry.
Terry hor..asked me out and meet him at Jusco Maluri and go pasar malam at Taman Midah.
So I went.
Reached there and called him.
" Sorry, the number you've dialled couldn't be reach at the moment.."
zZz...
Sent a sms [ Report status : Pending ]
I find my colleague at the curtain department where i used to work at..Chat abit lo..
Saw my phone.. [ Report status : Delivered ]
Called him.

Tracy : Woi where are u?
Terry : Go find me at McD
Tracy : I at upstairs wor..
Terry : Where?
Tracy : Curtain there
Terry : Ok

* waited awhile *

Terry hides behind the sample curtain.
saw him..intro him to my colleague.
Hi bye watever..Siam~
We went down the foodcourt there and find Aron
LoL..Botak liao le him..Last time saw him still ok de..Now was like.. O.O???
Terry intro but I said we knew each other liao..
Terry zadou..

Walk around..Den stopped at the Toys Department.
Terry saw the Barbie stuffs and...

Look! My award for Beauty King~ It's lovely~~ I wonder the crown will fit my gigantic empty head or not?
*P/s : this is my camera side..Shoot from this angle k? *

^^ I wana thank my car, Persona for everything, Joanne for giving me beauty tips..Ky for the eyeliner..Tracy for taking this picture and blog it out..Actually, i knew i'm gonna win anyway~

Walk around and went in MPH ( Moron's Pubic Hair ). Aron talked bout dragonBALLz. He said..

This is a story about seven of the dragon's balls being scattered around the world.Some at north pole..some at duno where.

*giggles*

He continues...

Goku collects and fights for the dargon's balls.And do you know that each balls have stars on it?

I asked, " what happens when all the balls unites? " * Terry giggles even more *

When all the balls are united..the dragon will come out and grant you a wish.

Terry and I laughed till.. but LTH did not happened LoLz

After that went to pay ticket..

Aron duno where to insert the ticket in.So he simply poke it.He dah la gelabah duno wer to put then the stupid machine keep on spamming : Please insert your parking ticket~
Aron told the machine to shut up! LoLz
when we left the machine..kring krang all those noise LOL!!

I can just laugh and laugh and laugh..

Went to find the car..Terry said find the broken car..So i did..Ooohhh..FOUND IT!
Aron tried to unlock the car but ended up pressed the button which triggered the alarm LoLZ
Terry scolded him haha
I borrowed Aron's black PSP- 2000..saw some games..2G memory card..4.0 software..hmm..not bad..

The pasar malam plan dropped.Terry sent Aron back 1st den asked me dun rmmbr wer he lives.Scare i will rape Aron or smtg la..Kicked Aron off the car and he send me home..Terry dun rmbbr wer my house it zzz..Almost took the wrong turn hahaha but nvm.can be forgiven coz my hse memang got alot turn la.Tried to call my housephone..nobody answer..diu..lucky saw my dad..PHEW! den my dad ask Terry some questions and he kidnap my ps2 den cabut.

Left me and my parents..Shit..Kena lectured kaw kaw..Suan lo..I deng my dad back by saying i'm damn tired.Check the time..go out tapau white coffee and buy reload ba.Kacau-ed the tauke's son LoL..he blushed..Aww..im so bad >< .On the way walking back.. Terry called me..

Terry : Wei u gimme a spoilt controller ar?
Tracy : No ar..Can't work meh?
Terry : No la..
Tracy : Try this..*bla bla bla*

After awhile, i gave him a call.

Tracy : Eh the controller can play liao ma?
Terry : Yes..who r u?
Tracy : * =.=" * Tracy....
Terry : I cabut out and plug it again den can play liao ^^ i so clever le..
Tracy : ......

*A normal boring Psk folio day would turn into smtg like this lolz..din expect that to happened le =.=*